Waiting Torture

Hey ladies just thought I’d vent a little! I have Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis, fibromyalgia, anxiety, and depression. I got tested for my FSH & AMH recently and the FSH was slightly high and the AMH was in the normal range but the lower part of the normal range. I’m 13dpo currently (9/28/19) and I had to go to the doctor yesterday and they did a urine test and several people (medical staff) told me it wouldn’t be accurate this early and it was negative. I’m trying not to feel down because AF is due tomorrow and hopefully she doesn’t come! I’m not feeling any PMS so that’s a good sign for me. I’ve also been successful in not doing a home Test because I’m just tying to wait and see. I’m scared and anxious and sad and I just want to know what’s going on. I’ve had a miscarriage before over a year ago but that was when my thyroid was all out of wack. I hope I don’t get my period 😓. I wish all of you that want to be pregnant all the baby dust in the world!