3rd baby!

So I’m almost 11 weeks pregnant with my THIRD child! 🤦‍♀️ and I do NOT feel pregnant at all. No symptoms no sickness no nothing. But I can tell I’m already getting bigger. Did not gain at all with my other two. I’m mentally dreading this pregnancy bc I feel like this third baby is going to wreck me. So bad to say but true! Is it bad that I wish I had morning sickness so I wouldn’t eat as much as I am now! 😂 really just need other women to remind me I’m not crazy! Thanks!