New hair cut

I just went and got my hair cut and I got it shorter because I have sensory processing disorder and have a hard time brushing and washing my hair so I needed to cut down on care time well I really like it and wanted to show my mom and she hates it and was kinda rude about it and it has kinda put me on edge that it’s horrible I know I need to update the color (actually the stylist told me she thinks it looks cool this way) but I’m feeling super self conscious now and just want to hide