It does matter how nice or how good you do people will always remember your wrongs. They always want to tell me what to do and not to. My place is just a 1 bedroom they want to hold parties my place and they don't care what I think they going to show up even though I said, no. Well hubby who supposed to back me up chose there sides. This thing got thinking on so many levels. When got sick who was there me, who have all his debts me and who taking care of everything me. Love really can make do some crazy SHIT!!! He haven't been work 1year and 5months. I have do everything when this Bill's is late who get curse at me. I find me self shut down lot. Sometimes I don't know how I'm still thinking straight. I'm just sick and tier of it all. Only God alone knows. Questions on questions on why,why did I have go through all this.Do this man really love me as he said, I keep on wondering but they say Action speak louder than words. Since got married every body wants to come sleep by my place and when I talk I'm Rude, respectful etc....