Just need to vent

JJ

This is likely my last pregnancy, I’m having such a hard time enjoying it. I was so sick until around 12 weeks, at the exact time my midwife called to tell me the baby might have Down’s syndrome. I’m now 16 weeks and going for an amnio tomorrow to get answers but the last 4 weeks have been hell. I’ve sobbed everyday. Regardless of the amnio results we love our baby, we just want answers. Anyone ever been through something similar? Basically midwife said it could be downs, it could be another chromosomal abnormality (which could be fatal) or it could be absolutely nothing. I don’t really know the point of me posting but I just need some support 😥. Even once we get through the amnio we have to wait 2-3 weeks for results. I feel so depressed.