It feels so odd buying things for our baby. We've purchased the crib, and random little baby clothes for our baby that's due In march. Last year, we held back on buying things for our baby, and then at 28 weeks we lost her. It was so odd to come home to an empty room and nothing that belonged to Olive. This time we decided that we were gonna truly enjoy the pregnancy and do everything we couldnt with Olive. That means that we are painting the nursery, setting up the crib, etc. Accepting gifts from our parents like clothes, gadgets, toys, etc. I'm only 19 weeks. I feel so anxious about the same thing happening again. But my mantra this time around is "speak it into existence". Our baby girl WILL be here. I hate feeling anxious about this pregnancy and feeling fear. And now I feel like it was a mistake buying all this so early. Sorry just needed to vent.