In 20 days my little boy will be here and we will be a family of four. Although this journey has been rough and tough getting to hold my little one will be well worth it. All the pain, the pressure, the nausea, the vomiting, constant headaches, high blood pressure, gestational diabetes and so on will be all so worth it when my little one looks at me for the first time.

I am grateful I was given this one last opportunity to have a child. I prayed so hard for this and finally am going to have my miracle baby. I think as people we take for granted the things that just come naturally and don't realize that there are people out there who don't have things so easily.

I found myself often wondering if I ever was going to get another chance to be a new mom again to a child. I had every test done and just nothing was working, so I gave up. In that time I learned alot of things about myself and to not take things for granted.

I guess what I'm trying to say is is that I'm so very grateful for all of life's blessings.