I'm fucking done trying.

No medically diagnosed reasons why I can't have another baby. I've had 2 but they were hard to conceive and my second one died because of a "chromosomal mess up". I've done geritol I've stopped caffiene to a cup if coffee a day ONLY. I'm more active and i keep my body healthy. I just get symptoms but then bleed. I hate my body. I hate this trying to conceive bullshit. I hate (although yes I'm happy for them) that my sister and my friend didnt even want to get pregnant did at the same time. All while I'm trying and failing miserably. Fuck this ttc and fuck this pos uterus I was cursed with.