Just wanna complain

My teeth are VERY crooked. When I was in 2nd grade, my right front tooth was loose but wouldnt come out. My mom was too scared to pull it and so was I and we were so poor so I didnt have a dentist for a while. Anyway, my adult tooth grew in front of the baby one. So for a while I had 2 teeth there. The baby one eventually fell out but the damage is done and just sent a chain reaction for the rest to be crooked. I have no insurance now, even if I had Medicaid they wont help. I tried. And we are super poor lately because we are paying off student loans and hours are getting cut back and we never have extra money. They are healthy teeth, never had a cavity or anything. But they're so ugly and I feel ugly. I have a husband who thinks I'm beautiful and I dont really get made fun of, unless some internet troll is losing an arguement with me and decides to make fun of them. And I'm usually pretty confident, but I'll randomly just hate them and feel so self conscious and just want to go back in time and prevent it from getting crooked :/ its HIDEOUS. just wanting to bitch about it somewhere where maybe someone else is dealing with something similar lol being 30 with a fucked up smile suuuuccckkkkssss