Newborn and scared

FTM and i’m scared of how to react if my baby gets very fussy and i don’t know what to do or comfort him.........

i no i would never hurt my baby but the thought of hurting my baby torments me...... i’m so scared of doing it and anything hurting my baby.......

how to console baby when they get very fussy or crying and keeping calm.....

and based off my symptoms what’s wrong with me........

i don’t have medical insurance