IM SO SORRY MOM I HOPE THAT YOUR SAFE SOMEWHERE OUT THERE. I KNOW THAT I LET YOU DOWN AND IM SORRY I SHOULD OF JUST HANG ON TO YOU.

so i wanna say back in 2013 i do believe i was in a tough position where i had to let go of my moms ashes to one of my sisters, as i thought she would of keep her word. " I'll give mom back to you when you get a place to call home i promise sister." and now its 2019 and i still don't have my moms ashes back. i regret it everyday. my mom wanted me to have her ashes and then when all of us meaning me my two sisters and brother was able to come together then we could share her ashes with all of us. and now that we are all older i wish my one sister would be the bigger person and meet me at a location and we will share her (moms ashes).... but my sister won't just cause another family said that when she dies that my moms going to be buried with her well i know for a fact that's not going to happen.

i just dont know what to do anymore. i have a daughter now that wont be able to see her only grandma ashes in our house. or even get pictures with her one holidays.