So I have been binge watching this show and I'm extremely attracted to one of the men on the show.

My husband is at work and I was "in the mood". So I'm sitting here watching this show trying to distract myself and ignore my urges. Then at one point when I see him, I lost it and started touching myself. I have my eyes closed the whole time and as soon as I open my eyes, he is on the screen and I finish instantly.

I am 24 and have NEVER masturbated to anything (pictures, porn, TV etc.).

I'm feeling super weird now. I know no one on here cares in the least bit, but I had to vent for a quick second.

Sorry...

*EDIT*

It's Nev from Catfish...