I’m really struggling with the birth of my son, he was born on 16/06/19 via emergency c section under general anaesthetic.

I find it difficult to drive past the hospital he was born in, I struggle when I see other pregnant women or women having babies it gets me so upset.

I really don’t know what to do, I’ve tried talking to my partner and I feel as though he doesn’t get it.

I always wish I could go back and do it again and I am completely petrified of having another baby.

Is there anyone else that has felt like this? How did you get over it? It’s beginning to put strain on my relationship ☹️