no sex drive :/

this is my first time posting- so hi :)

background: lost my virginity a year ago and i’m 17 now. the ex bf i speak for i was with for 6 months.

i recently broke up with my now ex bf and i haven’t felt the same, i haven’t really felt in the mood and i’ve been completely turned off by men - i’m bi so girls interest me more atm.

i had a bad few sexual experiences with him, where he took complete advantage. which could be a subconscious reason why i’m not into anything sexual atm, perhaps needing to take time for myself, but i am seriously thinking that i could possibly be much more into girls then i first thought. everything about guys atm is just a proper turn off :(

i feel like my low sex drive is a reflection of my bad sexual experiences etc

i have also felt disgusted by my own body and i really need time to love myself again

but it’s so hard because i don’t even know where to start.... :(((

any advice?