After 2 miscarriages its really hard to enjoy this pregnancy im 17 weeks and i am beyond excited and believe that everything will go great but theres always that fear in the back of my mind and its hard because every little cramp or change scares the shit out of me and my husband made a comment about not getting his hopes up until he physically holds our child and that just broke my heart but i cant really talk to anyone around me about it cause they don’t understand and just brush it off as me being paranoid l honestly feel like im already failing my child 😢