I’m 15 and I finally broke up with my abusive and controlling boyfriend of 3 years. I was pressured into performing a lot of sexual acts for him while I was vulnerable (I have depression and anxiety and before today my self esteem was the absolute worst) and he has videos saved of me (about 5) of me talking dirty, naked and masturbating. I have a feeling he’s going to leak them and I just need some advice on moving forward. I know it was my fault and even though he had a grip on me I should’ve told him no. But I did it, he has those videos of me and I have a feeling they are going to be out there soon (my face was shown)

I beg you not to judge me, I’ve already berated myself for this.