I don’t know what came over me

So im having sex with a guy a met on tinder for the 2nd and im far from a prude but i usually let the guy take the lead (especially in the beginning). So we’re going at it and he goes down on me. My ex used to get frustrated with me if i would wiggle around too much. So im usually very self conscious about this. But this time, i don’t know what came over me. I wrapped my legs around his neck and grabbed onto his hair and pushed down on his head and forced his tongue deep inside me. He didn’t pull back or stop me so i kept going and used his face to masterbate and it was amazing.