Exhausted

I’m beyond exhausted. Staying home all day with the baby and husband is at work all day. Then he comes home for an hour and then back out for a sport one night a week. I know he works so hard for us and I get to stay home and he deserves to have his night out but it’s just not as easy for me to be gone.. I feel guilty feeling this way and wanting him home.. baby kicked and screamed tonight and I finally just had to lay my LO in their bassinet and walk away. I was almost in tears.

Anyone else ever feel this way?