First prenatal and I'm sad

Kandice

Seen my prenatal sooner than thought due to largers amount of spotting lately. We couldn't find the heart beat and I'm 10week to the day. She checked and saw only old blood with a hint of fresh coming from my cervics. My cervics is closed still but she says we can't tell anything till my ultrasound which I'm waiting on. Got blood done and she said she will call if anything isn't normal. I'm scared. I hope I didn't lose this baby!! 😭😭😭😭😭

*Update further in evening.*

I am bleeding when I went to the bathroom, it's not red but it is liquidy. I'm so scared I'm miscarry 😭😭