Becoming a single mother

K

So me and my husband have lived over seas for 5 years. Just over 2 years ago we had our son, we feel the time has come for me and DS to go home 😔 I am all over the place with emotions I know it’s for the best for our family but I can’t help but feel sad that my husband has to stay behind for work. I’m not sure how I will manage being a single parent, I really rely on my husbands support and to know in a few days it’s all up to me scares the crap out of me 😩