All mommies, I need some advice

shontae

My son was born a month early due to pregnancy complications, he’s about to turn two the 26 (October). He’s always hit his milestones a month behind, every milestone. But he’s not talking at all, he only really says (no, bye, and hi) I started being a stay at home mom, but now I work third shift and I feel like I’m abandoning my son when he needs me the most. I work 11pm to 7am and when I get home I’m to exhausted to stay up with him during the day. He’s in speech therapy one day a week and sometimes I miss his appointments because I’m to tired. And when he does go he doesn’t interact with his teacher, so he’s really not learning anything. She sends me home with things to do with him but he gets frustrated when I try to do them. I feel like I’m failing as a morher. Please help