Nothing feeling too great 🙁

It really hurts doing everything ALONE! Doctors appointments, clothes, crib, pampers, tub, etc. I hate the fact that I have to keep my mouth quite & feelings out of it! I’m hurt because how could someone walk in my life, conceive a child & leave like nothing between us ever happened. I don’t want phone calls, I want time, answers and understanding of my questions. I wanted a family but things don’t happen that way. Here I am 9 months pregnant, nobody but my mom here for me & I still feel like I’m doing this alone! Sorry ladies just venting ☹️