recently i have been feeling overwhelmed with school and other activities and one thing that has been really bothering me is that my dad and stepmom are moving. they’re moving about an hour away where her family lives. they don’t have a house yet, but have been staying with her parents on weekends for me and my siblings to get adjusted to and so they can pack up the old house. i haven’t been staying with them for about a month because i have been busy on weekends with school/play related things. i really do not want to move with them because i will miss so many things and never hang out with my friends/boyfriend. it makes me feel really bad that i don’t want to move and that i already don’t see them enough. i’m just having a really hard time dealing with all of this stuff at once and moving an hour away with him on the weekends lowkey will make me sad because i feel like i won’t be happy there. also my room in the old house hasn’t been packed up yet and my dad wants me to do it the day i’m supposed to be spending time with my mom and stepdad for halloween stuff. i’m a junior in high school and already stressed as it as and this is making it worse. i feel selfish because i just wish they kinda waited until i graduated because i’m only here for like another year and then i will be off to college. another thing is, my family doesn’t want me to go to a four year university. my dad and stepmom want me to go to the local college in the town theyre moving to so i can live with them but i am not interested in that college. my mom wants me to stay back 2 years and go to my towns junior college and live with her. i am sorry this is very long and no one will probably read it. i just need to vent lol thank you if you do reply or read it i appreciate it. <3