Venting

Growing a human is so extreamly exhausting when working 10.5 hour shifts on your feet all day long. Gotta love braxton hicks, aching hips, swollen feet, head aches, and not being able to eat more than a handful at a time without being nauseated. When I am not at work I love being pregnant, and the days I work all I want to do is sleep. Whats even better is my boyfriend doesnt understand any of it. When I get tired and hormonal he complains I have an additude when I just told him whats going on and how much my whole body aches. He then compares out jobs, he does flooring amd carpenter work, and tells me mine is easy just because I dont do heavy lifting. Yet I walk usually a minimum of 4 miles a day and hardly get a chance to sit and Im 6 months pregnant. It makes me want to punch him. Then he bitches that Im taking a bath and he wants to go to bed, like cool go to bed I.dont see how me taking a bath trying to relax after working all day is stopping you. To top it off its my birthday weekend and he told me he would plan something doe us to do and is now fishing with his dad and having a buddy stay the night. I worked the last 3 weekends and usually have week days off so we dont see each other often and he has fished literally every weekend since probably May if not April. Starting to give zero fucks at the moment. On my days off I clean our apartment and usually sit home alone all day then he gets home and watches tv and throws a fit if i try talking to him while he is watching something. We live 45 minutes to hour away from all my friends and family so its depressing being home alone all the time and I try to get that through his head but he doesnt listen to shit I say. Or he turns it into a joke and gets mad if i raise my voice slightly because he doesnt fucking listen. I am so irritated with him at the moment and I know part of it is hormones but still.