Rant about been pregnant

So basically I’m in the early stages of pregnancy this is my second pregnancy I had my first baby eight months ago and with my pregnancy I feel really unsure on how to feel obviously I am very overwhelmed I am happy but I am sad I know my hormones are all over the place along with my emotions but I’m just hoping that this will change and that is just a phase.

My partner is extremely happy I think I’m just unsure because of the extra cost I don’t know what happened I was on the pill and using condoms and I fell pregnant so obviously this isn’t planned.I have told my family the news and they’re really happy but they obviously told me my hands are going to be full.

I don’t talk about this baby much I’ve already had my seven week scan and everything was okay thankfully.

Has anybody else ever felt like this and does the feeling ever go away