Any others struggling with this?

My self image lately has been terrible. I feel ugly and I won't ever instigate sex. My husband doesn't really instigate either. I feel fat, I hate my skin, my hair hasn't been cut or highlighted in almost a year now. My pedicure has long grown out. My hands are a mess too. I just feel like I will never be cute again and that my prime is over. I need to spend more time on myself but I just don't have anyone to watch the baby. Feel so out of touch with being normal ☹