I think I’m gay

So I’m Taylor I’m 16 and I think I could be gay or bi so ever since I was 10 or even younger I would always think about girls they way my family members would talk about guys when I was around 10-11 i had q huge crush on my best friend who is a girl and we already new what homosexuality was and she had said that she was pan and I kinda had got a huge crush on her and i never really liked boy till this day and people would always make little comments when I was around 13 saying “the girls only person who doesn’t like boys are Taylor and Rome” and now I’m 16 and i still like girl but I feel like I have to like boys because my family is super homophobic and transphobic