Alcohol and depression...

I am 23 years old and have dealt with depression in the past. My experiences started in college I would drink hard alcohol and I would become depressed. I know this is the problem but it can be hard not to drink in social settings. I am no longer in college and will have a glass of wine every once in a while. I recently went out with friends and did not drink very much yet found myself in a depression once again. I can’t help but kick myself because I know I did this to myself. Has anyone else had a similar experience with alcohol and depression? Thank y’all.