Baby blues ?

So my boyfriend is 21 I’m 19. We don’t live together yet but have been together for 3 years. I just had a baby and I’m so used to a routine of him and I always going out and doing stuff together. I’m almost so depressed that I can’t even be happy about our new baby 😭 I feel like a part of my life is gone and my boyfriend and I will never be the same ): I feel it would be better if we lived together but for now we both live with our families.

Anyone else feel similar ? How did you cope