18 pregnant and scared...

I just got this and I’m freaking out. I’ve always been pro life for me and my body (I could care less what others do with theirs) and I’m leaning towards having the baby opposed to my small thought of abortion I’m just worried I won’t give my baby the best life. My whole family is going to judge me and be so disappointed in me. Some people in my family can be prejudice and my baby’s father is black. It’s shitty of them I know. I’m just scared. What if I end up a single mom at 19? What if I don’t end up with the baby’s father? Will anyone ever wanna date someone that young with a baby? I guess if you have a positive experience from a young pregnancy please share because i need some inspiration