Okay so tomorrow is my son's first birthday and I'm freaking. I legit have like NOTHING ready for it cause we don't get paid till after midnight my party plans for him are going to be pushed way back because of that.... And of course my dumb ass forgot my Man works tomorrow 🤦🏽‍♀️.... Like I'm feeling like a complete failure. I'm gonna have to rush everything and honestly I highly doubt anyone even shows to celebrate my baby turning one... I'm just a complete mess.... But it course this is all kept inside. No one knows in with so bad... I look so calm on the surface.... Fuck mental health issues.... Your not making my day any easier.