The Truth Is...

The truth is I’m tired. I’m tired of not getting pregnant. I’m tired of seeing everyone else get what I want . I’m tired of the meds, the countless tests, and being let down...

The truth is I’m hurting. Far more than most of my family and friends know. Some days I don’t even want to get out of bed. Some days I sit in silence and count the minutes until I can leave work. And some days, I can’t even help but cry and listen to sad music on my drive home ....

The truth is I’m loosing hope. I’m loosing hope because it’s been nearly two years and I’m still not pregnant. I’m loosing hope because it seems like nothing is bringing me closer to my goal of being a mommy. Every month is another month of failure. A wound that is re-opened with every negative test..

But ultimately, THE TRUTH IS IM STRONG. I might be tired, hurting, and loosing hope. But I don’t give up, I’ll ever give up. The strength that us infertile women gain is incredible. We fight EVERYDAY, for MONTHS, just waiting for our little miracle. Even when it seems impossible...

Infertility might be a pain in the ass. A continuous heartbreak, and the wound that never heals. But infertility pushes us to be the strongest, most badass females on this earth! It might not be a path anyone would choose for themselves, but it’s the path that was chosen for us. When we do have our little miracle babies they will be sooo loved and wanted. We can constantly remind them that they are the reason we are so strong. All the pain won’t compare to the amount of joy and happiness they will bring. That is what we have to look forward too..

Don’t give up ladies! I know all of us will get our miracle babies💗