Weirdest question I’ve ever asked...

Alright I’m kinda ashamed to be asking this, because it’s truly embarrassing, but how big is a “normal” penis? How big is “big”??? I’ve only ever been intimate with my husband. Never want to be with anyone else ever. I’m honestly just curious because I have zero to compare.

A little TMI but my husbands size is perfect for me, not what I’d consider small in the slightest, but not a foot long (ouch?). I’m not asking because I want anything different, but I hear women talking about how big/small a certain partner was and I’m absolutely clueless. I also don’t watch porn (no judgement here, its just not for me) so I just... don’t know.