For the longest time i’ve dreamed of having a baby. Even tried with the wrong guys, because i wanted a baby. I’m in a great committed relationship with my fiancé, just bought our own house, but i still feel empty. i want a baby so badly..i have PCOS and endometriosis. it makes me just want to give up. anyways, my cousin just found out she’s pregnant, we always talked about having babies together and i’m truly happy for her but it makes me feel defeated and hopeless. anyone else ever felt like that?