I really fucked up now .

I think I may have a serious STD . My lymph node is swollen on the left side of my neck. (Well it feels like my tongue is swollen on one side) I also have a cyst on my left boob that is getting lanced Monday . I have discharge that smells pretty bad. I just don’t know what to do. I went to the doctor and I’m currently waiting for the results but I’m going crazy in the meantime . I can’t stop crying and thinking about how bad I fucked up. I don’t have anyone to talk to, no one is going to feel how I feel about it . Has anyone had this before... if so, please tell me your diagnosis. Or calm me down or something . I’m in the middle of panic attack that has been going on for two days .