Hate pregnancy

Is it just me or does anyone else hate being pregnant? Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE my baby so much and she’s all I have ever wanted since I was 5... but the actual pregnancy is NOWHERE near what I expected. I know every pregnancy is different though.

I have had so many complications during this pregnancy and I haven’t been able to enjoy the things other people do. I know a lot of people who absolutely love or loved being pregnancy, I’m just not a fan. I always looked forward to it and the tiny kicks... but I’m just a ball of worry due to the complications. I’m a FTM and we were side swiped with the complications so we just want her to be here and healthy.