Anxiety about leaving baby😣


So my SO’s friends are in town and we are all going out tonight. My MIL is coming to watch our baby. I want to be excited about going out and having fun but I have so much anxiety about leaving my son😢 how do you mommas enjoy time away from baby? I need some tips or something bc I don’t want to be a party pooper and not enjoy myself but I just can’t stop thinking about my boy missing me while I’m gone😩