How do you know when your a peace with yourself ?

I have maybe 1 friend and I don’t even consider that a friend most of the time I’m working and if I’m not working I’m at home working on my online classes I’m a senior in highschool and I work 70 hours every 2 weeks I don’t have bills but my insurance and phone bill and groceries and I’m currently trying to fulfill a goal with saving but it’s so hard anywho I’m always working on trying to worry about my future I don’t have social media but this app and sometimes I go on Instagram but that’s every 3 months 😭

Well I don’t know ?

Am I weird

I mean sometimes I just feel so incomplete so lost I’m taking AP psychology applied to 4 colleges waiting to hear back

Even with working so much

Taking an English class online which is so much work and I have to pick my brother and sister from school everyday.

I just feel overwhelmed at times and so alone .