How can I get excited after 5 losses?

Looks like I’m probably pregnant again. I want to be happy but I’ve been pregnant 6 times already, and I have one healthy son. I’m so grateful for him. We’ve been trying for a second baby for a long time and I’ve had miscarriage after miscarriage- most recent was in September - early, at 5.5 weeks. Before that was a d&c @ 10 weeks.

It’s getting hard to get excited. I’m sure there are others who have gone through similar- how did you cope? What we’re your outcomes? I need an internet hug.