Today is the day I get to find out if I’m having a miscarriage, ectopic, other complications, or just a threatened miscarriage

It started with very light when I wipe spotting.

Then a blank ultrasound.

Hcg test(monday) showed I probably wouldn’t be far enough along to see a baby yet

Test 2(wednesday) didn’t double but did increase. Cue 2 little blood clots.

Test 3(friday) wouldn’t be back until monday.

On saturday, the heavy bleeding started, no tissue, not enough to fill an overnight pad every hour. No cramps. Doctor wasn’t open on the weekend. Er was “optional”

I decided to wait.

Sunday, bleeding slowed a little.

Today, Monday2, I get the call. It increased again but hadn’t doubled (fairly similar increase as before. I need to come in to see what is going on.

I’ve had 5 miscarriages. I’ve had 20 chemical pregnancies. I have 1 beautiful little girl.

I’m just as scared, if not more. It’s never been this wishy washy. It was always so definitive before.

And today, I found out my brother in law and his wife found out they’re pregnant.

And my sister is due to have hers... tomorrow.

I’m excited for a definitive answer but I just feel so... destroyed and confused and exhausted.

Picture of hcg tests and my 8 month old just for a little positivity.