I tied my tubes and I’m having a hard time...

I got my tubes tied on Friday. I am starting to feel different about it😞 idk if it’s left over hormones but I thought I was doing the right thing since we didn’t want anymore and I didn’t want the responsibility of needing to take or get BC.

I’ve been with my SO for 10 years, we have 3 kids now 6 year old boy, 3.5 year old girl and our last little boy who is 5 days old. Just the thought of not having anymore depresses me since this is permanent, we did talk about it for months and even after I signed the papers at 30 weeks. I kept second guessing myself but I had my mom in my ear telling me I didn’t need anymore, I was sure I didn’t want anymore and it was more responsible to get it done.

Here I am a couple days in and I feel like I’m regretting it; I talk to my SO about it and he says it was the right thing since we don’t need or want anymore. It’s just the thought of not having anymore is what hurts I guess.