No more discouragement!

So it came yesterday, and for the first time I’m not “heartbroken”. And I’m not sure why.... I didn’t really stress much this month about being pregnant for some reason. I usually drive myself crazy every two week wait KNOWING and SWEARING I am pregnant and stressing myself out.

This month was different. I wasn’t worried about it, just took precautions just in case (I got sick and got put on antibiotics and steroids). But I wasn’t stressed, I wasn’t constantly harassing everyone asking if my skin looks more glowly than usual, or googling every little pain or twinge in my body, or making my SO stare at my boobs to see if they look bigger. 🤣

I just went with the flow and hoped for the best. But I feel like God put his hand on my shoulder with this whole journey recently. I feel this sense of relief, and I 100% feel like it’s because God has placed peace in my heart about it. I am trusting God’s timing, and just praying it coincides with my patience and longing.

I got my ducks in a row for this month (purchased a whole new 70 ct pack of opk’s/HCG tests, basal thermometer) and I am SPEAKING IT INTO EXISTENCE that I will have a Christmas miracle brewing by the end of next month.

Timing works out PERFECT for Christmas time. If we conceive, I will be able to start testing two days before Christmas. What a blessing it would be to be able to share this news then. ❤️

Wishing and praying and spreading baby dust to everyone. God bless everyone and their journey. ✨ 👶🏼 🍼