Gender Disappointment

When I first found out I was pregnant I was really hoping for a son, because of my son passing away and wanting to see my first son with a brother again would be nice. I also knew it was a girl from the start but I told myself "No no it can still be a boy". Well I took the sneak peek test and got my results on Sunday, it has been 4 days since I found out this baby is officially a girl. I have grown to the idea and I told myself when I first found out to snap out of it she is going to be an amazing sister, and James(my first son) will love her and play with her too. Now I find myself just thinking about how she will look and I remember how I really wanted my second son to be a girl, and how I really want to have a little mini me. The idea of having a little girl has grown on me and I'm starting to get excited to meet my little girl. Carys Juliet (maybe I mean maybe because we are soooo iffy on middle names until we see the baby) Floyd. The newest addition to out family: Nicholas, Alexis, James Noah, Thomas Benjamin, and Carys Juliet(maybe)

Little Butter Bean #3 ♥️♥️♥️♥️