I must say I am blessed but I also feel a way lol

I have two girls one who is a year ( Leilani) & a new born (zaileen) who will be two months soon

Lei is all about me only goes to daddy for play time , so with my newborn she very jealous so for the most part my husband handles zaileen .

When my husband heads to work my newborn gives me so much trouble only way she’s okay is when I place his shirts by her basically his sent has be around or she’s a monster

Let me express I spend time w her I’m not a dead beat mom but my husband does help me out a lot & I am blessed

Can anyone relate ?