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I'm not complaining about this pregnancy. I love my baby very much and I'm blessed to carry her. I just get so depressed about the anterior placenta. I want to feel her kick. I want my husband to feel it. I'm almost 22 weeks and barely anything. I don't want to seem ungrateful because I love her already but it's so hard to see all the bumps of babies moving and mines nothing.