I get so mad!!!

I know, every baby is a blessing, a gift and is the plan for that person. But if a women has had all 4 children taken by DCF she shouldn't be allowed to have more babies.. but this whole time she wanted a girl and now she is getting one. So while she has 4 children she dont take care of and lost custody of are sitting in foster care. I'm sitting here mad because she gets to have another baby and I dont. My body wont let me. I've tried for 3 damn years, and she gets to have another baby... this is what really makes more mad than anything else in this world.. I just want a baby.. and all I end up with is miscarriage after miscarriage... ugh!