I dont know how to feel

So my best friend and I are having almost the same issue with getting pregnant. For me to get pregnant it's a little bit more difficult and will be a high risk pregnancy and we've been trying for longer. I have gotten test done and took clomid way before she did. (Her doctor didnt want to help her) She has gone to a fertility doctor and is getting the test done now. Yay. But part of me is a little envious that she may get pregnant first. I know it will be a joyous time for her and I'll be super excited. It's just at the same time I'll be crushed. She is the type of person who likes to run stuff in your face and make it seem like what you do or did isnt as significant as hers, so it's like I dont want to hear her gloat about it. I dont want to seem like a bitch or ungrateful or not happy for her but its hard... Any advice or anyone have the same issue?