Sex dreams

Sooo I had this friend and I kinda had a thing for her (weirdly) Aaand she obviously had sex with other women too and stuff and It Lowkey made me curious

I haven’t talked to her in probs over a year maybe sometimes I’m like “oof I wonder how she’s doing” or “hope she’s doing well”

Aaand well like I’ve masturbated to the thought of her like maybe twice

Anyways

But I just woke up from a nap Aaand I had a dream that we were like sex partners, Aaand it was hot tbh 🤭 but it’s weird because I haven’t known anything from her and now that I’m awake I’m like so turned onnn it’s weirdddd

I remember the time when I had gone over to her apartments (she lived with her parents and little brothers ) and we went swimming. She and I had gotten tired so we went back to apartment meanwhile her family stayed at the pool. This girl man, if I’m just attracted to how confident she is because I would tell her like “I admire how confident you are and like you teach me how to accept myself” whatever, besides that, that day, we went back to her apartment and she was like “do you want to shower?” and I was like “yes” so theennn I though we were gonna take turns

NO

She tells me “ok come with me “ so I walk with her to the restroom and she starts taking her clothes off and tells me she doesn’t like being alone so I’m like okay that’s fine I’ll wait for her

NO

She asked me “are you coming in orr?” And I was like wut theeee sure ig

I didn’t think she was gonna strip completely naked, I just stayed in my swim gear cOs I’m not confident in my body but wtffff we were straight up showering together and she was like “just take them off it’s okay, embrace yourself” I was like noo way”

And then we went back to her room after we showered Aaand when we laid down on her bed she was getting closer that usual to me, not to my face but to me and well I was just chill.

Sorry for the bummer buuuut nothing happened besides taking a nap.

But everything that I dreamt of I’m like wtfff I’m like turned onnnn I feel like she might be the only girl that I’ve been attracted to that I’ve known??

Idk

Curious af might be bi might just simply be curious, or just the hormones talking, or I’m just a sexually desperate ass virgin

Help ya girl out, what don you guys think???