What did i do😭

Cheyanne • Boy 3 💙girl 1💜expecting #3 march 2020

I got my anatomy scan done today at 23 weeks and i was dead set on finding gender out at birth since this is my 3rd and final baby, but tech gave me envelope with gender it for my mom becsuse she really wants to know. Well i opened it and looked and now i wanna cry, why did i do that im regretting it so hard right now.