Pregnancy anxiety

I feel so incredibly irresponsible and stupid...

My SO and I just had a baby 3 months ago and my stubborn a** has been avoiding birth control... You would think though if someone were to be stupid enough to not take it they would at least be more cautious.

Nope. I was enjoying my time too much and my SO finished in me the DAY of ovulation!!!

Now of course those are just predictions, but come ON. Now I'm terrified because I know having a baby too soon after birth is very risky... Now the good part is all won't be lost because our finances are in order, but health wise... Nooooooo good!!!

It's only been a week since we had unprotected sex so I wouldn't be able to know quite yet but I'm freaking out inside... (but also lowkey excited...?)

How soon can I test?